Beginnings

I guess I finally caved and got one of these damn things. The adult content filter is both for language and the simple reality that people who cannot behave as adults should not read anything I write.




I've been on livejournal since 2003 (holy shit) but never really kept it consistent. I may migrate some of the better stuff over to this thing, because as much as I hate repeating myself, I prefer to keep things in one place.
My writing ranges from observations to rants to poetry and back to tidbits of my life. Comment as you like. I reserve the right not to care.

In any case, welcome, and here we go. I'll end with one of those migrations...sums up the year so far.

Edit: Removed the Adult Content thing, because it's really just a pain in the ass. Disclaimer still applies.

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the lesson of the moth - Don Marquis
i was talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires

why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric
light bulb you would
now be a small unsightly cinder
have you no sense

plenty of it he answered
but at times we get tired
of using it
we get bored with the routine
and crave beauty
and excitement
fire is beautiful
and we know that if we get
too close it will kill us
but what does that matter

it is better to be happy
for a moment
and be burned up with beauty
than to live a long time
and be bored all the while
so we wad all our life up
into one little roll
and then we shoot the roll
that is what life is for
it is better to be a part of beauty
for one instant and then cease to
exist than to exist forever
and never be a part of beauty
our attitude toward life
is come easy go easy
we are like human beings
used to be before they became
too civilized to enjoy themselves

and before i could argue him
out of his philosophy
he went and immolated himself
on a patent cigar lighter
i do not agree with him
myself i would rather have
half the happiness and twice
the longevity

but at the same time i wish
there was something i wanted
as badly as he wanted to fry himself